Psellos would be dead without Ioannes kaisar, yet friendship had become hostility & he wondered if they would speak again

Summary:
He wrote to Ioannes kaisar in deep depression: only Ioannes' interest kept him alive. Ioannes, once a moon lit by the sun, was now a ruler with his own light. By contrast, except for Ioannes' inquiry how he was, life was bad for Psellos. Nobody showed interest or questioned him, so he was so depressed that without Ioannes he would be dead. Ioannes' virtues could at times make Psellos happy, especially his kindness. Psellos' grief was inevitable, but Ioannes should never suffer from envy: if his life was stormy, calm would follow. In another letter Psellos remembered that Ioannes once admired his works, collecting them in volumes. But now Psellos had lost him (with many others), before losing his own powers. Ioannes spoke to him less and left the capital, ignoring him, turning friendship to its opposite. Ioannes was his most serious loss, and he did not know if they would ever speak again. The rest of the letter shows desire to renew friendship, even on a lower level. [It ends in a lacuna] 
Dates:
1065 (Uncertain) 
Ioannes Doukas, kaisar (Ioannes 62)
  • Once a moon lit by the sun, he was now a ruler with his own light; life was bad for Psellos, who was so depressed that without Ioannes’ interest and his virtues, especially his kindness, he would be dead; Ioannes should avoid such feelings (:) Psellos Letters (Gautier) 3.1-20
  • He once admired Michael 61’s works, collecting them in volumes, but now he spoke to him less and left the capital, ignoring him, turning friendship to its opposite; Psellos wondered if they would ever speak again, but wanted to renew friendship (:) Psellos Letters (K - D) 256, 303.16-304.16
Michael Psellos (named Konstantinos till tonsure in 1054) (Michael 61)
  • He wrote to Ioannes 62 in deep depression: only Ioannes' interest kept him alive Psellos Letters (Gautier) 3.1-20
  • Ioannes 62, once a moon lit by the sun, was now a ruler with his own light; except for Ioannes’ inquiry how he was, life was bad for Psellos; nobody showed interest or questioned him, so he was so depressed that without Ioannes he would be dead (:) Psellos Letters (Gautier) 3.1-11
  • Ioannes 62’s virtues at times made Psellos happy, especially his kindness; Psellos’ grief was inevitable, but Ioannes should never suffer from envy: if life was stormy, calm would follow (:) Psellos Letters (Gautier) 3.11-20
  • Ioannes 62 once admired Psellos’ works, collecting them in volumes; but now Psellos had lost him (with many others), before losing his own powers; Ioannes spoke to him less and left the capital, ignoring him, turning friendship to its opposite (:) Psellos Letters (K - D) 256, 303.16-304.1
  • Ioannes was his most serious loss, and he did not know if they would ever speak again; the rest of the letter shows desire to renew friendship, even on a lower level, before a final lacuna (:) Psellos Letters (K - D) 256, 304.1-15
  • He wrote to Ioannes 62 an obituary on their friendship Psellos Letters (K - D) 256, 303.16-304.16